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[25 May 2005|09:15pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I got a new car last week.
It's ok.
It's a ford
Andrew and Julia and myself are going! Drive to vegas! Than up to Canada. than back to good ol' new (jew) york.

Oh btw I don't work anymore. I quit! Now I want to experience life again. In the fast lane. Not too fast this time, but you know have some fun. Because that's what life is all about you know. Life experiences and fucking losing yourself.......

I'll post some pictures from teh road trip when we do it

bye all!

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running from the law [07 Jan 2005|01:50pm]
[ mood | I have a head ache ]

wooooooooooo journal land.
I got back from LA 3 days ago. I wasn't that bad. I went to some parties with my father. Him being a film director I had to deal with wankers. And by wankers I mean actors and such and film makers, producers you get my drift. I did meet that guy from lord of the rings at one of those parties. We drank some wine and talked about paris. He was one if those hobbits. I was far too drunk to remember his name. But it was nice to hang with someone that was half normal. I don't know why I go to those parties, they just bore me. It's all money money, cocaine, sluts!!!

I did but some new gear in LA. Saw some bands and caught up with old friends. My family was fine. Got to see some of my cousins I haven't seen in 4 or 5 years. It's always good to see that they're alive and kickin'. I did catch up with an ex-girlfriend of mine. We fooled around and it was hard to leave. She was my first love and fuck fuck fuck she has a dickhead boyfriend. She said she'd leave him to come to new york with me. But I said no, what we had was great but I don't want to go back to that. We'll just end up hurting each other again. We're not meant to be. I can't handle love right now. I just like being alone and doing my own shit.

I might make a journey this year. I may go to Australia this time. See the operah house and just hang out with the locals. I don't want to do tourist activites. I just want to blend in with the aussies and do it the australian way. I hear they're like nicer Canadians. I love Canadians but wow how can you get nicer than Canadians!!!

Righty oh! I have work soon

bye for now

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[10 Dec 2004|09:47pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

i met a girl on a train today.
i got the guts to ask her out on a date.
i never usually do this but i did.
i said we shall have an ice cream date and maybe do something else later.
i just don't want to end up at her appartment in a difficult situation.
i hate it when you sleep with someone and they expect you to call them and hang out more.
if this happends again i'll just go insane.
i think from now on i have to tell people what i'm after so the awkward-ness goes away.

i'm off to L.A this weekend!!
family time with papa and mama
i just hope i don''t run into martino
i owe him $500 from the heroin i bought off him last time i was their
martino is always fucked up so hopefully he won't remember last year
oh that was some crazy time last year in L.A.
The drugs where actually good and I kind of fucked up the christmas party.
I just hope i see julia this time.
i don't think i've ever liked someone as much as i've liked julia.
maybe it was love?
maybe it wasn't?
but my heart beats a thousands miles a minute whenever i say her name and think of the time we spent together.

fuck i'm babbling on

ok more
maybe next year

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[10 Dec 2004|09:22pm]
[ mood | content ]

i got bored and re did his face

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[08 Dec 2004|11:10pm]
this journal is fucked
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when you've got nothing...you've got nothing to lose [14 Nov 2004|10:03am]
[ mood | bitchy ]

New York city has been ok for me these past days. The place hasn't killed me yet.

Christmas soon and that means seeing the parents and them asking me what I have done with myself this past year and dad asking me "what have you spent our money on boy"? I feel like telling them the truth but that would kill them. I wish I culd go to Australia for Christmas. Have a sun filled holiday in the out back. Maybe I'll see a koala? But seriously I'll have to see mom and dad in L.A. Fuck I hate that place, everyone is into coke not heroin like the old days, well still my days but you know L.A is just so plastik and fuck it I'll have to go because I have to go and thats it my dear.

This concludes the day

good day to you all

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[15 Oct 2004|04:10pm]
[ mood | high ]

I'm back from the holiday of a life time.
That's why I haven't updated this journal in a long while.
I went to new orleans for kicks. I had no intention to go on a holiday but I just got into my car and decided to go away from here for a while. I get those urges to just get up and leave? So I kept on driving untill I knew a place where it felt right.

I don't exactly remeber that much. I met up with a long time friend Tom who let me stay at his digs while I was there. He's a real smooth guy. He's in a band and I got to see alot of the jazz scene.

I did manage to get a job in a local bar to pay for my habbits. Geez drugs are sure easy to find here. I became friends with a heroin dealer for a while but things got out of hand. I couldn't handle that man for very long. He's just plain insane, he should lay off the junk.

I met a lovely girl too. It didn't last but we had a great time together. We knew nothing would work out but loved what we had while it lasted. I gave her mu number if she was ever thinking about coming to new york? hmm we had some wild nights. I don't think I'll ever see her face again.

I did end up starting a band. We played 3 shows. But I couldn't be arsed going to practice. We're all too much into drinking and the drug taking, band practice would turn into scoring drugs and just hanging out talking and listening to records, than we'd all hit the town for the same old same old. The way I met the other gentlemen in the band was funny. I won't get into it actually [maybe another time]

I did happen to meet bette midler on my tarvels. weird ha

Now it's back to the ordinary life.
I think I should go on those spare of the moment get aways more often. Maybe I'll head out to Memphis next time. Who knows
But you know it's great to be back home after all those months.....

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[09 Jul 2004|01:20pm]
first post EVER.
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